Saturday, February 1, 2014

My journey starts here.........

Assalamualaikum..

TODAY, I've decided to dedicate this, my blog for both of u my lovely sons and their father. Though i know my English skills might be broken, that's should be ok because the important thing is, it is a matter of sharing, where sharing is caring, as ur daddy always mentioned to me. Please assume this as my diaries of having such wonderful moments with u, Harraz and Halis that colours ur Mummy & Daddy's life every single day...At least, when we are no longer with u anymore, u both will have something to be remembered, of us..

So, I start with how I met ur father...
 U must be shocked if I tell that me n ur daddy from the same class when we were in primary school. There's nothing special until we met again for a school reunion in the late 2004. Starting from there, we got close as friends until ur father proposed to me for an engagement on October 17th, 2009.

2 years later, after completely done with a bachelor degree respectively from UIA and UITM, we got married on 11.03.11, Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah SWT..Although I got a good job as a lecturer at KPTM, and your father has been offered as a Tutor  at UMK, but then I decided to quit when I was pregnant. It was u Harraz, who I care more than everything, even I had to sacrificed my job..When u was 3 months inside my womb, I quit with a smiling face, with a determination to focus 200% of my life for u n our beloved family..
                                 u want the real one?? just check our wedding album lah, sons..hehe..

Having u as my 1st experience of pregnancy n giving birth are much much more thankfulness to Allah for giving me this feeling..I was so excited to go through the 9 months of pregnancy, until on November 27th,2011 where u were trying to go out from ur plasenta to explore this exciting world...I got contractions continuously for 2 days, n it was hard for me, dear..since it was the 1st time to be a mother..unluckily u will never feel the painful coz u're a boy..hummm,yeah. later, on 30.11.11 was the greatest day in my life when u were finally came to our world officially..Alhamdulillah, u were only 2.6kg on that time, 10kg smaller than u're now..


  so, this is ur early days...what? yes...u love to sleep, as a normal baby will do.. u know that u're so cute....:)

U grew up faster day by day, n u just turn 3 this year..oh no, not yet 3. u still have 9 months to go to 3. And both of us Mummy & Daddy are very lucky to have u as our son, coz u're very good in everything, u have the kindness, politeness, cleanliness, and somewhat a bit naughty..Thank you so much for being our son...n we hope that u will always stay n grow in the right path, of course to be a better muslim, as we should have to do.
                                This is both of u, sayang...Harraz is hugging n kissing his newly brother, Halis....

To make it short, (coz I'm start to feel sleepy now) u got a new brother who knocked ur door of 1 year and 5 months old. Of course u doesn't like so much with the new 'member' at the beginning..At first, I was worried if u cannot accept him n felt being avoided. Of course it will not happened, dear..coz our love to both of u are only the same one..Then, u slowly can adapt with the situation, and thank you Allah, for making both of u to get close to each other as biological brothers. We hope that u will enjoy with the existence of ur brother, since he will be ur best friend, best partner to accompany with every time, everywhere..

For u, my beloved Halis ...I will story about u later in my next post.. coz I doesn't have strengths any more to stay awake...I'm too sleepy, dear...till we meet again, XOXO:D 

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